ONGOING CARE
For the first five years after the original cancer treatment, a clear
cell cancer patient should have a follow-up exam every three to six months.
After five years, physicians generally recommend an annual examination.
Some clear cell cancer survivors prefer to have a follow-up exam every six
months.
FOLLOW-UP CARE
Here are guidelines for follow-up care. A follow-up examination consists
of:
- A careful visual inspection of the remaining or reconstructed vagina
(and cervix, if not removed)
- A gentle palpation (feeling) of the walls of the entire vagina
- A pap smear from the surfaces of the vagina (and cervix, if not removed)
In addition your doctor may recommend:
- An iodine staining procedure, done with a small swab of iodine, to differentiate
areas of tissue (normal tissue turns brown)
- The use of a colposcope (a large optical device that works like a magnifying
glass or binoculars but does not enter the vagina) to observe any indication
of cellular changes
- A biopsy, or removal of tissue, for study under a microscope
- A chest x-ray, to rule out the possibility of spread of cancer to the
lungs
- Other tests as indicated
Estrogen Replacement Therapy
It is not known whether there is any additional risk for a DES daughter
with a clear cell cancer history to take estrogen medication at the time
she reaches menopause (or, earlier, at a time of sudden onset of menopause
due to removal or irradiation of ovaries). The decision whether or not to
take estrogen must be made on an individual basis with one's doctor. Issues
such as family history of breast cancer and heart disease, as well as habits
of diet and exercise must be considered.
Estrogen Replacement Therapy (ERT) has many potential benefits, including
the relief of menopausal symptoms (hot flashes and vaginal dryness), and
the probable prevention of osteoporosis and heart disease. However, the
long term use of ERT has been clearly associated with an increased risk
of endometrial (uterine lining) cancer, and may also be associated with
an increased risk of breast cancer. Post-menopausal women with a uterus
are prescribed a combined hormone replacement therapy (HRT) with estrogen
and progesterone to reduce the risk of uterine cancer. If you have had a
hysterectomy you do not need progesterone.
A clear cell cancer patient whose ovaries have not been removed or irradiated
will continue to have ovarian function until menopause. Her decision about
ERT will be made at the time she reaches menopause.
Some clear cell cancer patients, however, lose both ovaries and experience
a sudden onset of menopause at the time of cancer treatment. In addition
the relatively young age at surgical menopause means living for many years
without the protective benefits of ovarian function.
Therefore, every woman with a history of clear cell cancer must evaluate
the use of ERT. Some women choose to relieve the symptoms of menopause with
estrogen. A common prescription is 0.625 mg of Premarin taken daily.
Some women find the estrogen patch (Estraderm) to be quite effective. Others
adapt to the changes of menopause without estrogen, or may try alternative
methods such as acupuncture or herbs.
Some women may use estrogen for a short period of time to offset the immediate
symptoms of surgical menopause. In time they may choose to gradually reduce
the prescribed dosage until it is no longer used at all.
You should be comfortable with whatever decision you make about ERT. Talk
frankly with you health care provider about the benefits and risks.
WHAT TO ASK
Questions to ask your doctor about estrogen replacement therapy (ERT):
- Should I use ERT if I have had a DES-related cancer?
- What will be the benefits of ERT to me? What will be the risks?
- What is the lowest dose of estrogen I can take? How long will I need
to remain on ERT?
- What else can I do to reduce the risk for osteoporosis and heart disease?
Your Self-Esteem and Your Body
A cancer that so dramatically affects your sexuality and health may naturally
alter your view of yourself. Self-esteem arises from many feelings we have
about ourselves, our bodies, and our abilities. In a sense, a woman who
has had clear cell cancer is a new person with a new identity. Your body
is unexpectedly changed by cancer and treatment. Some clear cell cancer
survivors say it feels as though they leave behind the person they once
were. Each woman with clear cell cancer needs to form a new relationship
with her body.
Many women say that one of the hardest things about clear cell cancer is
that it is a cancer that doesn't show on the surface of the body. You have
scars, and there are parts of your body that are changed by treatment ­p;
but they don't show on the outside of your body. Few other people know what
you have been through. You may have pain or dysfunction that no one else
can see, or in a part of your body that is not usually talked about. Some
clear cell cancer survivors say it's like having an invisible disability.
It is important to recognize that a diagnosis of clear cell cancer and subsequent
cancer treatment is a profoundly disruptive event. Many women who are recovering
from clear cell cancer benefit by seeing a professional counselor or therapist.
They find it helpful to talk to someone who can help them discover the feelings
that are difficult to talk about. Many women also find that meeting or talking
with other women who have recovered from the cancer is an excellent form
of support. You can tell your doctor you would like to meet other women
with a history of clear cell cancer, by making your name available to them
through your doctor; or you can contact the DES Cancer Network, a national
organization that provides information and helps women with clear cell cancer
contact one another (see page 43).
You may also contact the Registry for Research On Hormonal Carcinogenesis
(Clear Cell Cancer Registry), an international registry of clear cell cancer
cases. By registering you can help scientists and the public learn more
about the treatment and cause of clear cell cancer (see inside back cover).
"Aside from the medical trauma of clear cell cancer, it
was my emotional health I feared for. I couldn't have children so I didn't
feel like a woman. Finally I realized I can have children through adoption.
I will always want my own and that hurts incredibly, but I will have a family.
Now I'm looking forward to being a Mom."
WHAT TO ASK
Questions to ask your doctor about support:
- Have you treated other women for clear cell cancer?
- Can you make my name available to others so that they can contact me?
- Can you recommend the name of a therapist (clinical social worker, psychologist,
psychiatrist) who works with women who have had cancer of the genitals or
reproductive organs?
"Meeting other women who have coped with clear cell cancer
is the single greatest thing I've done for my own healing. The experience
is unbelievable, a unique connectedness that gives me strength and hope."
Infertility
For many clear cell cancer patients, losing the ability to have children
is the most painful long term outcome of having cancer. Like cancer, infertility
is the unexpected and unimagined. In the midst of the challenge of surviving
cancer and adjusting to the loss of major organs, there can be feelings
of shock and grief about reproductive loss.
Cross cultural studies show that, universally, infertility is one of the
greatest losses a human being can experience. For many women, healing the
hurt of infertility is a lifelong process, changing as a woman passes through
each stage of her own life. The chance to know and talk frankly with other
women who are unable to have children is a valuable resource. You can get
a list of organizations which help people cope with infertility by calling
a DES consumer organization (see page 43).
Many clear cell cancer patients find creative ways of coping with reproductive
loss. Some adopt children and raise a family; others find ways to have children
in their lives through special relationships with friends' and family's
children. Teaching, volunteering, and playing with children is another way
to bring the joy of children into one's life. Each woman with clear cell
cancer finds her own best way to heal the hurt of infertility and create
new opportunities for her life.
Sexuality
Clear cell cancer affects the most private parts of a woman. Any cancer
has a dramatic effect on the way we feel about ourselves and our bodies.
But a cancer that affects the genitals and reproductive system may have
an especially strong impact on feelings about one's sexuality. After clear
cell cancer, the area of your body that is a source for your feelings about
your sexuality and womanhood may be associated with pain rather than pleasure.
A woman with clear cell cancer may need to re-educate herself to feel pleasure
in the parts of her body that have felt so much pain because of the clear
cell cancer. Re-educating one's body after clear cell cancer is possible.
It is not easy, but with time, healing, and a loving partner, it is likely
you will be able to experience the pleasure of your body again.
"After my treatment I had many questions about sexual functioning.
I've learned to ask my doctor straight out. I can't wait for him to bring
up the subject. Once I ask the questions, he is able to give me information
that helps."
WHAT TO ASK
Questions to ask your doctor about your sexual health:
- When can I begin sexual activity?
- What are some ways I might explain my cancer treatment to a potential
intimate partner?
- Will sex be different for me?
- Will sex be different for my partner?
- If I experience discomfort or pain during sexual intercourse, what causes
it?
- If I experience pain during intercourse, how can it be alleviated?
Talking About Clear Cell Cancer
Because clear cell cancer in young women most often develops as a result
of DES exposure, the relationship between a mother and daughter can be especially
sensitive. Even though one's mother is not to blame for taking DES, a mother
may feel overwhelmed by grief and guilt for her daughter's losses.
It is not unusual for a clear cell cancer patient and her mother to hide
their feelings from one another. The daughter may not want to let her mother
know how painful it is to have clear cell cancer because she is afraid of
seeming as though she is blaming her mother, or causing her mother to feel
worse. The mother may not want her daughter to know how badly she feels
about taking DES because she is afraid of showing her feelings and adding
to her daughter's worries.
At some point many daughters and mothers find a way to speak to one another
openly about their feelings. Even small efforts at communication help open
the doors to freer expression and healing.
One method that has helped some women is to imagine asking the question,
"If there was one thing I wish I could say to my mother/daughter it
would be..................." (fill in the sentence.)
Then tell your mother/daughter, "I've been thinking, if there was one
thing I wish I could say to you it would be....................." (fill
in the sentence.)
You may actually say the "one thing" directly to your mother/daughter.
Or you may find the process informative and healing, just by thinking through
the exercise for yourself.
Talking openly with friends about clear cell cancer is also helpful. You
can tell friends as much or as little as you wish about your experience,
and invite them to be honest with you about their concerns.
"The whole experience with DES and cancer is something
my family had difficulty talking about. Because of the area that was operated
on, they didn't feel comfortable asking. Once I began talking about my feelings,
it became easier for my family to talk too."
COMMUNICATING WITH YOUR DOCTOR
- When making an appointment, ask about the length of the appointment.
If the appointment is for 15 minutes or less, schedule two appointments
in a row, so that you will have enough time to talk with your doctor.
- Invite a partner (mother, husband, sister, friend) to come with you
and be with you during the exam.
- Write down your questions before the exam to help you organize your
thoughts. Mail them to your physician ahead of time.
- Bring a copy of your questions to the exam to remind you of what you
would like to discuss.
- Ask your doctor if you could tape record or take notes during your medical
appointment to help you remember what is said.
- Ask for the use of a mirror during a vaginal exam to see your vagina.
- Ask for a copy of your report to be sent to you at the end of every
appointment.
- Ask for a full copy of the medical record from your hospital stay.
- Let your doctor know that treatment and follow-up exams for clear cell
cancer are a sensitive time for you, and that you appreciate his/her care
and concern.
- Use the resources listed on page 42 for information and support.
Conclusion
For those of us who have had clear cell cancer, the experience will always
be a big part of our lives. The experience of having cancer never goes away,
but it is one part of who we are. There are many ways a woman who has had
clear cell cancer can go on to live a productive and fulfilling life. Understand
and trust your own process of healing and your own special appreciation
of your health.